ASKING MUCH, NO?
Yet another cryptic entry because there's too much to lose when I try to be totally open and honest. So, this entry serves as a prelude to my (hopefully) last paper. I have a sickening feeling there's a supplementary Micro paper with my name on it though.
Last paper...then what? Work, work, work. However I'm determined not to let work suck the fun out of my month-long holiday this time. Must fulfill my promise to meet up before my friends start severing ties with me.
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"It is a sad fact that regardless of effort or talent - second place only means that you are first in a long line of losers."
First or second? If choking on your reply is of any indication, I think I know the answer.
Monday
49. My "Mian Yang".
WHO SAYS ONLY MARY HAS A LITTLE LAMB?
I was brewing up one helluva storm here...until someone went to spoil it.
HOW TO STAY ANGRY NOWWW.
Argh! I'm in love, all over again.
(:
I was brewing up one helluva storm here...until someone went to spoil it.
HOW TO STAY ANGRY NOWWW.
Argh! I'm in love, all over again.
(:
48. Lecturers need to undergo "Behaviour Modification".
HERE, ME SCREAM.
Bulldozed into the examination room this afternoon, thought I was late (not knowing I was merely 2 minutes past reading time). All you could hear was silence and the occasional rustle of crisp, freshly printed papers. I sat down, picked up the pen and furiously started scribbling my admin number unto the paper and then,
"I SAID NO WRITING!!!"
I literally jumped in my seat. Had I not been shocked into gripping my pen so tightly, I would've sent it flying into someone's eyes.
"OK, I HEARD YOU, MORON, THERE WASN'T A NEED TO SCREAM YOUR SHRIVELED DICK OFF!"
For the record, I didn't hear you say "No writing" because I wasn't in the room YET, Mr Dickhead-Lecturer.
There, I feel better now. Not. Jealousy left a bad taste in my mouth.
Bulldozed into the examination room this afternoon, thought I was late (not knowing I was merely 2 minutes past reading time). All you could hear was silence and the occasional rustle of crisp, freshly printed papers. I sat down, picked up the pen and furiously started scribbling my admin number unto the paper and then,
"I SAID NO WRITING!!!"
I literally jumped in my seat. Had I not been shocked into gripping my pen so tightly, I would've sent it flying into someone's eyes.
"OK, I HEARD YOU, MORON, THERE WASN'T A NEED TO SCREAM YOUR SHRIVELED DICK OFF!"
For the record, I didn't hear you say "No writing" because I wasn't in the room YET, Mr Dickhead-Lecturer.
There, I feel better now. Not. Jealousy left a bad taste in my mouth.
Sunday
Friday
46. Craps, crab cravings.
CRAPS, CRAB CRAVINGS!
Sawatdee CRAB (Khrab)!
"In life we have dreams; in dreams we have fantasies. In reality...I just flunked my Microecons paper and I have a sudden, intense craving for Black Pepper Crab. While we're at it, let's throw in Salted Egg Yolk Prawns too."
Yours Truly.
Sawatdee CRAB (Khrab)!
"In life we have dreams; in dreams we have fantasies. In reality...I just flunked my Microecons paper and I have a sudden, intense craving for Black Pepper Crab. While we're at it, let's throw in Salted Egg Yolk Prawns too."
Yours Truly.
Wednesday
45. Every little thing you do.
UP, UP, AND AWAY.
Rides to school and rides to work. Mt Faber and Labrador Park. R6 and XL. E-mails and snail mails. Lunch visits and Soldiers in Smart 4. Hugs and kisses. Surprises, surprises, surprises. You.
These are some of my favourite things.
I cried buckets during the movie UP but it was such a sweet plot! First it got me yearning for a kind of 'forever', then it got me missing my dad. And it didn't help that I'm a sucker for sappy Disney movies. In anycase, I ♥ both the movie and the company, especially the person seated on my right.
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PICK UP LINE OF THE YEAR
"You seem interesting...and I'm taught to cultivate my interest."
...& you took all the "interest" out of me the minute those words left your mouth.
Rides to school and rides to work. Mt Faber and Labrador Park. R6 and XL. E-mails and snail mails. Lunch visits and Soldiers in Smart 4. Hugs and kisses. Surprises, surprises, surprises. You.
These are some of my favourite things.
I cried buckets during the movie UP but it was such a sweet plot! First it got me yearning for a kind of 'forever', then it got me missing my dad. And it didn't help that I'm a sucker for sappy Disney movies. In anycase, I ♥ both the movie and the company, especially the person seated on my right.
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PICK UP LINE OF THE YEAR
"You seem interesting...and I'm taught to cultivate my interest."
...& you took all the "interest" out of me the minute those words left your mouth.
Friday
44. Feelings.
WATCH THE WORLD GENTLY SPINNING OUT OF TIME.
& watch the goddamn spiders spin webs of lies.
I do have something to say, more than one. Lots of things in fact; but they're all in my head. Somehow, I find myself on the brink of the worst type of feelings.
Can't. Let. It. Out.
I've nothing to my name but a little yearning. Maybe speech and writing is not the best way for me to communicate my feelings.
I'm too much for you to handle. You don't know shit.
& watch the goddamn spiders spin webs of lies.
I do have something to say, more than one. Lots of things in fact; but they're all in my head. Somehow, I find myself on the brink of the worst type of feelings.
Can't. Let. It. Out.
I've nothing to my name but a little yearning. Maybe speech and writing is not the best way for me to communicate my feelings.
I'm too much for you to handle. You don't know shit.
Monday
43. 疼你的責任
A very apt song describing my thoughts and feelings towards Nic. It has been this way right from the start, and somethings never change.
疼你的責任
每次妳任性時說的一些話
妳知道那有多傷人嗎
但我頂多只氣個三分鐘吧
最後依然體貼的送妳回家
有時想如果我不是一直讓
妳也許会懂得學著體諒
但是我完全無法硬著心腸
做得讓妳有一點難過失望
因為妳讓我的心變得豐盛
原來不奢望的變成可能
我想不遮掩也是一種信任
愛得瞭解包容 才算愛得完整
疼你的責任
每次妳任性時說的一些話
妳知道那有多傷人嗎
但我頂多只氣個三分鐘吧
最後依然體貼的送妳回家
有時想如果我不是一直讓
妳也許会懂得學著體諒
但是我完全無法硬著心腸
做得讓妳有一點難過失望
總覺得有疼妳的責任
要妳是最快樂最單純的人
因為妳讓我的心變得豐盛
原來不奢望的變成可能
總覺得有疼妳的責任
讓妳做最輕鬆最自然的人
我想不遮掩也是一種信任
愛得瞭解包容 才算愛得完整
Saturday
42. Gloom doom.
CURRENT LOCATION: GLOOMYVILLE.
Yesterday my satisfaction AND happiness percentage was 100% when the boyfriend showed up unexpectedly. Today it plummeted to rock bottoms cos not only is he still unwell, but chances of seeing him are slim. And I'm dreading that he has to book in and be on duty the day after tomorrow; which means I won't get to see him until after two weeks...which happens to be my examinations week.
:(
I've never been a particularly 'clingy' girlfriend, but this isn't asking too much, is it.
Yesterday my satisfaction AND happiness percentage was 100% when the boyfriend showed up unexpectedly. Today it plummeted to rock bottoms cos not only is he still unwell, but chances of seeing him are slim. And I'm dreading that he has to book in and be on duty the day after tomorrow; which means I won't get to see him until after two weeks...which happens to be my examinations week.
:(
I've never been a particularly 'clingy' girlfriend, but this isn't asking too much, is it.
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