These days, I hardly have time to sit down and chronicle my life here, and when I do, it's mostly about you. When I dream of you, I like to tell myself that it is you coming back to see me.
I'm someone who has crazy Harry Potter-like dreams that don't make sense but when it comes to dreams of you, it's so...real. I want to make a record of all the dreams I have of you so in case, just in case you don't "come by" anymore, I have this memories to remember you by.
The last dream of you was 2 weeks ago, a very short one. You asked me if I love you and I said "Of cos I do." Then you asked for a peck on the cheek like I used to give. The next instant, I was awake and crying.
I hate that every entry now contains "like I used to" for it is an affirmation that I can't do it ever again. I miss you so much, I wish heaven allowed webcam.
