100. My dad, the Bee Gees fan.

ARE YOU JUST A DREAM TO FADE AWAY.

Today is just like any other day, only that I woke up, replaying a song that you used to sing on the Karaoke on my mind; missing you even more than usual. I grew up listening to them and all your Golden Oldies, can't fault my preference over Gold 90 and Class 95 after all these music influence!

Massachusetts

Bee Gees

Feel I'm goin' back to Massachusetts

Something's telling me I must go home

And the lights all went out in Massachusetts

The day I left her standing on her own

Tried to hitch a ride to San Francisco

Gotta do the things I wanna do

And the lights all went out in Massachusetts

They brought me back to see my way with you

Talk about the life in Massachusetts

Speak about the people I have seen

And the lights all went out in Massachusetts

And Massachusetts is one place I have seen

I will remember Massachusetts

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As much as I wished you could physically be here, more so for Christine's graduation than for myself, I'm sure wherever you are, you must be smiling and oozing with pride to know that she did very well and graduated with an overall ranking of 2nd!

99. Hello Papa.

YOU'RE SPECIAL, FOR ALWAYS.

Nicky came back from Batam last night, loaded with my favourite dishes that mommy cooked and packed for me. And home-made soya bean too! Mmm-mmm! And you know what amuses me most? She said upon reaching our house, the first thing she said was "Hello Uncle!" like she used to. I know you heard and knowing you, you were probably waggling your eyebrow in acknowledgement, like you always do.

We all miss you so much.

Father's day is in 2 days. Happy advance Father's Day Papa dearest. Remember I love you most.

98. Bottled decay.

IF KARMA DON'T HIT YOU, I WILL.

I keep all my sadness and anger pent up inside where it stews and fester; like how a piece of meat decomposes and gives off funky & nasty smells; mine develops into mental illness and adorns my wrist with scars.